Friday, January 29, 2010

1) rsnya sy nk tmbh azam thn baru..nk blajar masak dgn jayanya, k.nor and k.lin mmg tukg msk yg bjaye..huhu almklumla..suri rumah sepenuh masa..so msk jela kjenye. haritu sy blja wat roti jala..lalallalaa. mule2 jd cm lmpeng lubg2, xcm jala..after few times menebar akhirnye i made it!!!k.lin ckp LULUS!hehehee..next...???

2)ok 1 of my resolution this year is nk byk mmbaca kn..so, 1st step sy dah langgan reader's digest, newsweek and 1 more mgzine ape tah xigt tjuk die for 3 years. huhuu...kena bayar 1k, dpt voucher g beijing, bile nk g??xtau lg...tp tujuan utama adlh nk byk mmbc..yeyeh!

3) haritu borak2 dgn mak..n mak cite psl org kt kg sebelah kne tgkap sbb r*g*l ank sedare die sndr..umur 15 thn..nauzubillah...bdk tu da mngndung 6 bln br die cite ngn mak sedare die sbb die kne ugut. ya allah..jauhkanla sy n org2 tdkat drpd bnd2 cmni..amiin..

4) i'm planning to go to ecah's engagement on 14th feb..my BFF..ade sape2 nk g????keep me updated ok..

5) huhu i just got an email from liza (formerly known as mak liza). she is appointed as science officer (microbiology) at penang hospital. lama gler kot xdgr cite die...

6) i have postponed my attachment at HTAA, Kuantan as my friend in Bentong has to go for training in Sg. Buloh for 2 weeks. actually rasa berta hati jugak nk g kuantan..since it's 170km from here..lg jauh nk blk kl..so sad..i was thinking to attach at HKL but it seems impossible.

7) dah 3bln sy kje di jrntut rs cm skjap je...borg tukar x isi lg..should i???yes!!!i am getting married...dun want be apart from my hubby when we have married nanti...just cant afford..uhuk2

8) i do miss my BFF! ecah, kaii, hana, arien, nien and kxura..bile agknye leh gather eh???someone's wedding kot????hehehhehe..

9) ok kne bli car fragrance, bau kilang itu dah hmpir abis...bak kata faizal..kn best kalo ade jual fragrance bau kete baru, sure rmi org beli...hehe

Thursday, January 21, 2010

jerantut - kl

ok tukar plan..rs cm nk blk plak, so td g bli tket bas. ptg ni naik bas ke kl and hidd will fetch me up at pekeliling. insyaallah sampai dlm pukul 9 kat kl and smp banting lbh kurg pukul 11.

1 of my staff telah mendengar khabar angin kat jab. pelajaran k.lipis dah kecoh diorg ckp bln 3 ni COLA and elaun perumahan akan di cut off. hmm...xtaula betul ke x, but based on government budget this year byk yg dah kne cut, sgt byk ok.........siap ade pekeliling keluar berkenaan 'bjimat cermat menggunakan duit peruntukan utk 2010', kalau boleh xpayah ade conference, if ada buat seminar or wateva xpayah ade goodies bag,kalo exhibition tu dah xpayah ade pen, buku etc..kursus luar negara juga tlh dibekukan..hahahaha, kelakar la bijan ni. klinik 1 malaysia konon, F1 malaysia konon..

ok daaa...mgu dpn update lg..lalalalaa

entry hujung minggu

1) maibi has been repaired, melayang RM130...di saat gaji xmasuk2 lg ni, mkin kempisla wallet bonia pemberian arin (ahahaha, ade kne mngena kah?)

2) i will be staying in jerantut this weekend, just feel like bermalasan2 di rumah and go tracking kat tmn negara, nak keluarkan peluh yg dh lama xkeluar huhu

3) i cancelled the laptop order,luckily it still has not in process yet and the bank people called me to verify and it is pleasure for me to decline the request hehehe, entahla..rasa i dun really need it now, juz for blogging, facebooking, stalking, youtubing..ahahahha, and working...i will ask radicare to reformat my PC and to use Windows XP instead of Vista, it's just make my PC slow ok!

4) hectic time almost end, almost done all the reports..start to think about transfer to Selangor, attachment in Kuantan, CME, etc...

5) adnan sempit and avatar were superb!!!same goes to the spy next door...feel like watching adnan sempit again..ok stop membazirkan duit ok..

6) sy mula batuk yg xhenti2..esp when it's cold, ahh...got somebody worry about me, maybe will get an antibiotic or ubt batuk cap kelapa laut afrika pon ok kn..???

7) baru memulakan produk penjagaan wajah yang baru, ok kita lihat hasilnya slps 2 minggu ya...

8) met huda last night, she will be start teaching in Jerantut this March for her practical, and i do hope she will get her posting here, at least i will have kwn utk berlepak2 here hehe...

9) Sha, ecah, grace, bazli, k.nora serta kwn2 sy yg peg sains jugak..adkh anda x masuk persatuan peg sains????sy tidak pernah nmpk kamu2 semua dlm forum...marilah join, but u will need your senior to recommend you to the moderator..

10) saya teringinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn sgt nk kawen awl..hahahahahhahahaha (hny tuk mencukupkan 10 senarai for entry hjg mgu, apehal ko meroyan xtntu pasal ni yati)

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

banana fruits two times..

hati sy bagai dihiris2
dah 2 hari xtdo lena
2hari sy tkenang kamu
i am very sorry..
sbb buat kamu terluka
xde niat di hati pon
kamu tahu kn mcm mana sdhnya sy
mkn pon xlalu
setiap masa terkenang kamu

nanti sy hantar kamu ke bengkel ye
rawat luka di 'skirt' kamu
biar hensem mcm dulu
spy org tgk wahh...sape awek cun tu
owwhh..
I LAP U!!!

promise xbuat lagi
xnk banana fruits two times
muahahahahhaa..
yati gler!

Thursday, January 14, 2010

finally..

kamu dh xmarah sy dah...(kaii)
sy tny org lain kamu plak yg jwb..respond yg baek hehe! (kaii)
nmpknye mnjadi taktik sy cume bdiam diri buat xtau je..(kaii)
nnti sy tlg kamu dptkan kuaters yg besa tu eh... :P (kaii)

kaii..
jgn risaula..die mrh skjp je..nnt die add blkla tu.
cube ko blikan gula2 kapas mst meleh2 ayak lioq die hehee

cukup byk x aku tulis nme ko???? :P

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Tagged by Atiqah

1) First time jumpa buah hati + di mana?

Buah hati ke???erkk....haha 1st time jumpa kat Cafe UM, tgh minum2 dgn ena smntra tgu next class, time tu 1st year..innocent je n cm ‘baik2’ cket..hahahhaaa. then ena tiba2 bgtau ‘yati2..mamat yg aku suke tu duk kt blkg ko, huhuuu..sukenye tgk die..stylo..ensem’ aku menjawab ‘haaa..yeke..nk tgk, nk tgk!’ aku pon menoleh selo2 (cover2 sket). ‘yg mane weh..?aku xnmpk ade mamat ensem pon..’ tiba2 mamat tu bsame geng2nya lalu disebelah kami (jln control..bajet ensem la tu) ena bersuara ‘haa..yg ni..yg ni..’ ‘hah???!!yg tu ke??x ensem ponn...’dgn yakinnye aku bsuara..hahahaa..itulah 1st time sy jumpa dia :P

2) Cinta pandang pertama?

If baca jwpn yg kat atas tu da tntu2 jwpnnye x..mcm jwpn2 standard org lain, die bkn cinta pndg pertama, tp cinta pertama..kira yg dulu2 tu xdikira la hahaha. Sorry ye my ‘ex’s..tu cinta monyet zmn bodo2 alang huhu.

3) Siapa dia pertama kali anda berjumpanya?

Bdk fakulti sains biologi yg konon2nye ensem n stylo..ade org ckp die cheer leader 7th college (musuh ketat 4th college masa orientasi) tp malangnya aku xperasan pon, sbb aku pendek kot pdhal kalo ape2 muke aku je duk dpn..hahaha, sbb org bg peluang yg xbape nk tgi duk dpn ngehngeh..

4) Berapa lama jangkamasa untuk si dia mengajak saya keluar dating?

Dating??1st date mase die nk pnjm report lab bio, konon2 tegur kat comp lab tny report da siap lom then mntak no fon jmp petang karang kat bus stop bwh 4th college..then bila nk pulang jmp plak kt tmpt mkn kt 7th, (ahh rindu n.lmk n cacing nematode dlm ABC mkcik 7th tu plak..) plg bengang bila die bgtau die n member2 gelakkan kaki buaya aku..mengangkang semacam..siotttt...dhla pnjm report org..gelakkan plak..grrr...

5) Tempat dating pertama?

If nk mjwb soklan ni..sbnrnye sy xtau (lupe sbnrnye) coz kami bkwn agk lama from 1st year until 2nd year, tu xtermasuk ktorg xcontact lgsg selama 1 sem sbb dia kecik ati dgn aku. Xdinafikan sy mmg ego..bile die kaco ‘awk sbnrnye suke sy kn..’ aku xleh terima..and dgn lantang aku jwb ‘lelaki mcm awk xlayak tuk sy!’ then...tbe2 die mcm mnjauhkan diri..mcmne ktorg kwn blk tu aku xigt sgt, tbe2 je..dulu ade jgk kua mkn sama2 (if die bwk kete abg poji or kete k.jaja) time tu kn student, if xde kete, mmg kua nek lrt la...hahaha..mish that moment! Paling rindu bila die mntak aku teman die jln kaki smp library UM sbb die nk blk kg time tu (mase tu die suh aku turun pukul 6.30pagi and gelap lagi) then ktorg jln kaki smp library, time tu rs xjauh pon hahaha..cube kalo skg suh g jln kaki dr library ke kolej 4 mmpos aku xmau..haha! blk tu aku terseyum spnjg hari kot...huhu.

6) Macamana dia melamar?

Me: syg, syg..awk pnh lamar sy x?

Him: (laughing) hmm..xpernah.. ala ruginya..knp aritu sy xlamar awk eh?pdhal bli cincin lama dah.

Me: mane sy tau..awkla...

Him: heh..nnti sy nk lamar awk bila nk kawenla..wat special2 sket

Me: then bgtau sy skrgla...cm da xsurprise je..huhu


7) Special date dengan buah hati?

Our birthday celebration at 2008, we celebrated my birthday at Bora Asmara with surprise cup cakes and song by a group of singer with guitar and ape tah lagi alt muzik tu..hahaha. I had been given Guess wallet, not that expensive but it was very special for me. We celebrated his birthday at Tamarind Spring Ampang, mcm hampeh kan aku yg nk wat surprise tp die yg drive ke tmpt tu, aku pon jd ala2 GPS pas traffic ni trus..pastu knn..pastu kiri..hahahah! he was quite surprise mana aku tau pasal tmpt tu since it looks very exclusive, dgn muka blgak agkt2 kening aku mnjwb..’well..igt awk je leh wat surprise?’ hehe..yg bestnye die xprsn pon aku sorokkan kek haagen dasz tu kt seat blkg. I gave him Guy Laroche wallet, juga xmhl sgt..hahah, sbb da spent byk tuk yg lain2..haha! Those days were special date for us.


8) Perubahan yang dia mintak aku buat?

1) hormat dia as he will be my husband insyaallah..

2) Stop being paranoid and mudah dgr ckp org

3) don’t ever close to any guy coz he said that ‘xde laki yg btul2 nk kwn dgn awk, sume ade agenda’



9) Ape yang anda suka tentang buah hati anda?’

Penyayang and caring.., pndai amik hati org tua (smpai mak pon syg die lbh kot), suke tgk cara die mnum (bibir bwh akn dilipat ke ats, geli kononye dgn bibir gelas tu),suka tgk gigi dia yg blapis sket tu pastu suka dgn senyum ‘n’ die tu..hahaha! (jgn mrh dear).


10) Ape yang anda inginkan dia berubah?

Kurangkan ‘Hot temper..’and jadi muslim yang betul2 taat kepadaNYA


11) Anda akan hilang akal jika dia...

Merajuk..dia pnh merajuk sy xturutkan kemahuannya nk mkn mee raja kt Murni dan sate, thought nk ajk die g mkn mgu ni..xnkla kmpunan lak nnt.


12) Anda akan tersenyum sepanjang hari sekiranya...

Sy gile..hahah. gile ape nk senyum spnjg ari..gile ape??haaa..tu yg kite nk tau tu..hahahaaa :P


13) Cinta anda terhadap buah hati anda adalah sebesar...

Kevin dlm biggest loser asia hekhekhek :P sdh tntu sebesar cinta sy kat family sy coz he will be a part of my family soon.

14) Ape perasaan anda bila dah buat tag ni?

Bcmpur baur..sy br je kecikkan hati dia (im sorry sygg..), tgh pikir nk siapkan report tahunan, nk fax surat ke HoSHAS, nk ckp ape meeting ptg ni, br pas kol sorg Dr. And dgr die membebel (aku redha je) knp lab suke sshkan patient..WTH!!!

Monday, January 11, 2010

taman negara


We were heading to Tmn. Negara, took about 1 hour to reach there (since this was unplanned 'vacation' we were 'overdressed' hahahha)

we walked about 1km heading to lubok ape tah..berkuah jugakla ketiak :P
smp lubok simpon kot nme die..agk dissapointed sbb air xberapa nk jernih huhu

mahu pulang..muka pon dah belemuih

mahu pegi lagi..nk redah jeram n naik canopy.. next time...

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Feel annoyed or U are annoying??

Bayangkan anda dlm situasi berikut:

1) Anda terjumpa dengan bekas kakak angkat (senior) sekolah anda dan dia memanggil anda dengan gelaran 'adik', anda meluahkan rasa ketidakselesaan tersebut kepada senior tersebut dan mencadangkan dia memanggil nama sahaja, tetapi dia tetap mahu memanggil adik jugak dengan alasan 'xreti'. Adakah anda akan rasa annoying??

Pendapat saya: Kenapa perlu rasa mcmtu?memang kita dah besar panjang..tapi kalau org still nk pnggil it's up to her..lainlah if dia panggil 'hoi', 'b**i' or yg seangkatan dgnnya. Tiada alsan yang kukuh pon nak buat anda rasa annoying..orang xbuat jahat kita xperlulah nk benci kan.

2) Kita jumpa dgn BFF and she did ask her bf to tag along..of course no deep conversation, no gossip2 or gelak besar2..dia pon dah jadi agak kurang rapat dgn kita sjak dia ade BF. kita dah bkwn dgn dia more than 10 years, but now...seems like we are nothing to her but his BF. Keputusan kita untuk menjauhkan diri dr our BFF since kita rasa tak diperlukan lagi and mula rasa meluat and menyampah dgn BFF kita tadi.

Pendapat saya: terpulanglah nak rasa macam mane..tapi dgn menulis di dlm blog anda (which is open access) and of course your BFF pon leh baca i think itu akan memburukkan lagi keadaan. Manusia berubah mengikut keadaan, I have BFF..but tak pernah rasa annoying bila diorg hang out with their BF, spend more time with their BF, bergayut xhengat ke..jnji jgn terlampau or tlalu mngongkong (yes, i have 1) but we need to respect them and do respect their right. Bagi saya, biarlah dia, if 1 day dia ade mslh dgn BF dia, of course she will come back to us..and we'll be there for her.

3) Kita experts dlm sesuatu bidang (tidak perlu dinyatakan bidang apa) and di dlm 1 office hanya kita yang tahu mengenai bidang tersebut. Bila ada sesuatu masalah orang akan rujuk kat kita and of course org tu akan bertanya soalan yg xberapa bijak bagi anda (dan anda menyumpah di dlm hati), dan apabila orang itu meminta peralatan (di mana bagi orang yang bukan di dlm bidang tersebut seharusnya tiada peralatan tersebut) anda menjawab dgn sombong sekali yg anda tiada and orang tersebut haruslah fikirkan sendiri bagaimana untuk menagtasi masalah tersebut (anda menyumpah di dlm hati sekali lagi)

Pendapat saya: Jangan anggap org lain pandai mcm kita, xsemua orang tahu apa yang kita tahu. Sebagai cth anda bukan expert membaiki kereta dan apabila anda hantar kereta tersebut ke bengkel kereta anda tertanya soalan2 yang mungkin mekanik tu akan berfikir apekah soalan yg anda tny ni. seharusnya kita bantu org dan it's pleasure for us to help another people kan..saya berpengalaman bantu staf ofis yang xtau mcmne nk emel, atau mnggunakan microsoft office...sehinggan kdg2 kerja sndr terganggu disbbkan org tersebut asyik memanggil kita untuk bantu dia, tapi...bagi saya apa salahnya, kesian..harini kita tlg org nnti2 org plak tlg kita kn. Jgnla rasa annoying plak..

Kesimpulan: You are annoying or...lu pikirla sendiri...hahahaa :D

Saturday, January 9, 2010

hari ini.........

sgt amannnn....
aktvt hujg mgu...duk umh, g tmn ngra tnp dirancang...

NEXT WEEK...nk tgk wyg..ahhh..i mish KL :P

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Facts...

10 fakta menarik bekerja di Jerantut:

1) aku yg dulu payah sgt nk bfast la ni hari2 bfast, eventho kdg2 hny 2 ketul kuih..tp mst bfast, yela bfast da thidang dpn mata xbaik plak xjamah kn...

2) kalo dulu kat CRC kul 10 perot da layan lagu linkin park da..menari2 cacing dlm perot mintak mkn. la ni...lunch hnyla bebrpa ketul jambu batu..evryday ok...huhu dietla konon. mkn nasi cume ptg bile blk kje (kalo da kebulor sgt) or mlm with family..sonok rpenye mkn rmi2 ni eh.

3) kat jerantut ni, dsbbkan hospital die kecik je so sgl gosip or pkmbangan tbaru cpt sgt tsebar..cthnye aku beli kete, aku duk umh sedare, aku btunang..nth sape2 tah tgur aku kt tgh jln tny ''duk umh sedare eh..x duk kuaters??", ''da btunang eh..dpt org mane???xlame la kt jerantut ni nmpk gayenye'', lg la cpt tsebar apbl pengarah dgn x sngjenye terannounce time meeting management kn...ooppss..aduhh...

4) pengarah di sini berpangkat UD41 (which means sama level dgn pegawai2 yg lain), ni dsbbkan pengarah baru yg spttnya dtg xdtg2 (yela..sape la yg nk duk cni kn)

5) kbnykn pegawai kat cni (most of them perempuan ok) bkhwin dgn org cni iaitu org jerantut..mereka spt suke memasang2kan mana2 yg masih single strsnya mereka haruslah menetap disini (sshla nk mntk tukar alsn nk ikut husband kalo hb org sini kn). so kptsn Hidd tuk btunang bila tau aku dpt posting disini adelah agk tepat...

6) disini xde Peg IT, aku diberitahu Peg IT MOH kat slrh pahang ni ade 2 org je iaitu di Hospital Temerloh and JKN Pahang, hahahaha...menarik bkn...mknanya kalo ktorg ade prob PC or anything related to IT kne sort out sendiri or pgl Radicare (yg sbnrnye cm xbpe tau jugak)

7) di dlm lab aku sndr, juz PC aku shj yg ade internet..so kalo my staff nk guna internet kne ganggu sketla 'privacy' hehe..sian dorg. ahhh..sgt bbeza ok compared dgn CRC.

8) dsbbkan pahang sgt kaya dgn ikan patin, so g mana2 mst ade ikan patin msk tempoyak. and....simpanan tempoyak mrka mmg sgt bykla..even my cousin sndr ade smpn 3-4 tong jugakla tempoyak...wuhooo, sgt nikmat bg org yg suke tmpoyak mcm aku.

9) kat sini ade 1 kdi kasut jenama Vern's, huhu..kat temerloh pon ade jugak, and last week g sunway aku nmpk kdi jenama tu ade kt sne..hehe leh thn jugak eh. and most of staff kat cni (or pnduduk kt cni) mmg pki kasut jenama ni..haha. mrk agk tkjub jgkla dgn kasut2 aku..diorg tny mne aku bli, hmm..agk sshla nk mnjwb...

10) wpun duduk di jerantut kbykn pnduduk disini adlh org kelantan, so kalo g psr mlm..byk org kelantan yg berniaga..even kuih muih n mknn kbnykn adlh mknn kelantan. byk jugk jmp mknn pelik tp dsbbkan aku bknla jns memilih..(sumbat je sume yg halal) so it does'nt matter for me.

Adakah saya.....???

Apakah rasanya apabila 1 nikmat Allah ditarik dari kita??

Sebelum ni sy x rabun/silau, if ikut family..mak, ayah, kakak mmg pakai spek. but now..

- tgk muka org yg jauhnya cume 7-8 meter dari sy pon sy da xnmpk...cm kabur, sy cume nmpk org tu mcm senyum kat sy, tp siapa die tu..???ahhh...xdpt terima hakikat..
- bila cek dgn optometrist, die ckp xteruk. rabun (kiri-50, kanan-0) and silau (kiri-50, kanan-50). tapi...disebabkan ni jgk sy cpt rs dizzy skg. ahh..no!!
- dia ckp ni sume mybe sbb tgk pc lame sgt, so dia advise tgk pc dlm 20mnt mst tgk lua/pokok2 yg hijau skjp..br tgk pc blk..
- br sy rs cmne rs org rabun. dulu sllu komplen kt kwn2 yg nmpk kite tp wat bodo je..(rpe2nye mereka rabun). br rs cmne rs rimasnye kat mata ni xleh nk tgk scr clear..

sy xmau pki spek or contact lens..huhu..

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

yes..google is awesome


Hari ni gua hepi...

Pernah dulu ader sorg suggest kat gua. Suh cari member2 lama gua kat google. Hari ni gua saje test type nama member skolah gua masa gua darjah 6 kot. UPSR punya era. Hahaha.. Gua taip je, tup kuar nama dia.. ( zzz.. memangla. dah gua taip nama dia - facepalm ).. gua bajet je. Dia ada bagi link kat 1 blog. Gua pon follow...

Bila gua bukak je, rupa2 nya blog ex-roomate member gua. Hoho. Gua masih sangsi lagi.. Gua terus baca. Kesangsian gua semakin bkurang biler ex-roomate dia nih state no ic member gua nih. Gua xtaw apa motif dia, just utk berlawak kot. Siyes klaka dow. Mana xnye, gua cek, tahun lahir sama ngn gua, negeri pon sama. Pekan pon dah sama!! Wush! Besh nih. Gua terus baca...

Isi entri tu bercakap pasal member gua nye personaliti. As far i know her, shes something similar like that, walaupon bukan 100% mcm gua expect masa dia kekecik dulu. Yela kan, Human evolve... Gua makin excited dan trus membaca ngn tersengih2. Haha.

Owner blog tu kata, member gua ni jenis very detail. Hoho. Gua x expect pon dia camtu. Gua trus baca sampai abes. Last skali dia ada tunjuk gambar member gua bersama dia. Gua taw dah mana satu. Gua dah anta komen kat dia. Harap dia jenis org yg bc komen fans dia ler. Hoho..

Miracle does happens kan? Thanks to that blogger. Cheers peeps. :D

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Did You Hear About the Morgans

ok last weekend i spent my time to watch the above movie
i've watched it on Saturday at Sunway Pyramid before i've gone back to Banting at 6.00 pm
whoa...i know i've wasted my time during the weekend, went back to my hometown at saturday evening and back to jerantut on Sunday (afternoon)..well u know from Banting to jerantut it will takes approximately 4hours journey (by car of course). semua disebabkan aku merajuk (sbb knp let it be secret huhu, malu nk mengaku actually).

ok back to the film..for those yang tak tengok lagi, tengokla..coz the story is not bad, about a couple who separated from each other due to the disloyalty. but i dont really like Sarah Jessica Parker sbb dia macam dah tua (huhu mmg pon)

hmm...disini ade 1 confession..i did watch Duhai Si Pari2 kat GSC OU(walaweeeeeeehhh..mane aku nk ltk muka ni) siap book dulu tuh. cite tu mmg suck, xde part yg best lgsg..boring..boring..n boring. que haidar try nk jd lawak but he looks very stupid (and i did not laugh at all!). sebenarnya aku tertipu..huhu tgk TMO mcm best tu yg ajk Hidd g tgk...rs guilty gila kat die, huhu..pasrah jela eh... :P

i've been thinking to not back to Banting this week..sob..sob..finally!!after 2 months working in Jerantut, this one will be the 1st weekend being in jerantut...sape nk g Tmn Negara??jom2!!!

dont bother...

dulu..aku menjadi kawan..
dulu...kau tak anggap aku mcm bos..
dulu..kau masuk bilik aku tak ketuk pintu..
dulu..kau panggil aku 'awok'..
dulu..hari2 kau belikan makanan..
dulu..suka2 kau perli aku..
dulu..kau tak hormat aku..
dulu..kau marah bila aku buat kerja separuh jalan
walaupun kau tahu aku sebenarnya ada hal lain yang lebih penting
dulu..kau suka sakat aku..
dulu..kau suka cabar aku..
dulu..kau suka buat aku marah..

kini..aku bukan lagi kawan..
kini..kau anggap aku macam bos..
kini..kau ketuk pintu bertalu2 sebelum masuk bilik aku..
kini..kau panggil aku 'cik'..
kini..aku senyum kau balas dgn muka sememeh..
kini..kau masih tak hormat aku..
kini..aku tak pernah tolong kau lagi..
kini..kau tak pernah bercakap dgn aku lagi..
kini..kau masih buat aku marah..

tetapi..aku hanya berdiam..
biarlah..kau dgn hidup kau..
dan aku dgn hidup aku..
kau tetap kau..
dan aku tetap aku..

i dont bother!!!!

Friday, January 1, 2010

Happy New Year 2010!!

Location:K.Linda's house at Appartment Tainia, Kota Damansara

Happy New Year!!

my New resolutions for 2010:
1) earn more money
2) nak tambah aset
3) nak banyak membaca (like kaii, cud u plz loan me some books?)
4) nak kahwin (i am serious <--wpun nmpk cm gatal..haha)
5) do respect my parents and him (hb-to-be)
6) nak jadi baik, inspired by 1 of his exgf, like the old hayati...(keluar g sg. wang pon pki bju kurung???ekekeke)